Wavism

Waves. Waves of incapacitating and crushing power. My chest is heavy under the pressure of things. It seems there are a lot of things these days. What am I really doing? Am I making it happen or merely succumbing to the waves of the world? Am I an intentional and ambitious person? And why oh why do I torture myself with torturous notions? I get these ideas about the way things are, like about, well...things. I get jealous and it becomes too much. Feelings of inadequacy plague me and haunt my days. Sometimes it's really there all the way, like now. Sometimes it takes the back seat. When will I learn to take care of myself the best way possible? I am feeling obsessive and not really liking it. I think I seriously need to cut back on coffee. That's one thing. I'll take a walk.
I think I need a Tricky album.
IsLinds